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HELGEN

har haft en sjuk helg!
fredagen var en mysig kväll på manis, lagomt liksom.

lördagen därimot kan bara beskrivas med ett ord: urspårad
men aaah, längesen jag hade så kul! älskar mitt liv

ooch, jag älskar skolan, ledig måndag tisdag förra veckan.
ledig hela den här veckan som varit, ledig måndag,
halva onsdag och hela torsdag den här veckan som kommer.
kan inte bli så mycket bättre faktiskt!

FÖDELSEDAG & DISCO

då kör vi!!
discolördag med födelsedagsbarnet som även råkar vara min syster!

HALLÅDÄR

heeeelg. fan vad skönt!
dock har jag haft helg hela veckan, otroligt underbart. hiho
idag blir det god middag med familjen! och kanske nån öl, eller många.
och imorn blir det fest för min syster som fyller år, ska bli riktigt kul
känns som en bra helg jag har framför mig

TRUE

people say that true love never really goes away. maybe we're done for good. something tells me we're not. our fire never went out, trust me. and the sad thing is, i don't know if i'll ever be able to move on





har projektvecka den här veckan, otroligt skönt. fast ändå jobbigt,
för jag borde göra massor med saker. men var det nåt man sket i så var det väl det!
sov till tolv imorse, men vi skyller på sommartiden! annars har jag bara suttit här och inte vågat gå ut ur mitt rum för att det är en snickare i köket. normal tjej

SOMEONE LIKE YOU

never mind, i'll find someone like you

sometimes it lasts in love

but sometimes it hurts instead

i wish nothing but the best for you

even after all these years

JAG KOMMER

jag är loose in the sky, jag är högt över molnen
i taxin, i trappen, i hissen, i hallen
jag faller



hey hey hey, älskar hans texter

den här staden är död, låt oss måla den röd
låt oss måla den blå. vi är bättre än grå.



tänkte bara tipsa om två otroligt bra filmer som verkligen är värda att se.
den ena är Burlesque och den andra är Letters to Juliet, se och njut!

HUR SMÅ SAKER BLIR STORA PÅ NÄRA HÅLL

idag var jag längst ner, imorgon är jag ovanför

allt är skit nu, skitskitskit
och på det så har jag tappat bort min plånbok..
OCH tappat bort mitt minneskort till kameran, som suger elefantsnopp
jävlapuppskitbajsbarn!!

ge mig någonting bra. ett hej skulle räcka

följde med på babysim i måndags, hur roligt som helst!

är moster åt världens sötaste människa också föressten

min helg i bilder

less tjej!
vill ha lördag nu istället



och så saknar jag qbus. hemskt

hatar.fruit.ninja.

hade en superbra alla hjärtans dag igår
tänkte bara säga deet

hoppas ni hade det bra ockå!

åh, kärlek
hade glömt bort hur bra han ääär

har mysmiddag med min familj ikväll
oxfilé och potatisgratäng och min goda äppelsås

muuumms

ååååååååh
finns inga ord för hur mycket jag saknar dig

________

idag blir det 7-års kalas för min lilla syster Wayra på bowlinghallen. ska bli riktigt kul!
jag är den enda i familjen som är bjuden och får vara med och bowla, känns riktigt bra fakiskt, hää

jag slänger in några bilder sen när jag har spöat allihopa! nu jäklar ska jag visa vart skåpet ska stå!


pussS och kram

it's becoming something that's impossible to ignore

ååh, har legat och kikat på eva & adam hela kvällen. älskar det!

det känns som första gången

har fått bananlack av tandläkaren idag, jättegott.

skolan idag har varit lång, jag har somnat hela tiden känns det som..
emma fotade mig till sitt projektarbete, det var riktigt kul!
sen när jag kom hem somnade jag på soffan och sov till halv tio. bra där!
så vi får väl se hur det går att sova ikväll, hoho

nu ska jag ta en låång dusch, sen ska jag krypa ner i sängen och kika på eva & adam :DD


puss och kram skumbanan

har haft en bra helg igen. hunnit med det mesta känns det som
sjukt sliten idag dock, men jag gillar helger, jag vill ha mer helgeeer!


pussS

read between the lines

'cause with every kiss and every hug,
you make me fall in love

idag har jag varit hos farmor och ätit tårta, tårta och tårta.
tre olika tårtor, riktigt otroligt mums var det!

hon fyller nämligen 75 år idag, grattis världens bästa farmor!

i'm a dancefloor lover
baby there's no other who do it like i do it yeah

har varit och lämnat dig idag. min bästa vän
jag kommer sakna dig. det är så otroligt tomt utan dig

konstig hur kärleken kan vara så stor för en hund
jag kommer alltid älska dig

tack för den här tiden

känns som någon har dött

jag förvaltar dig i minnet
en del av mitt liv, som för evigt förblir

allting är tomt nu städad och klart
på väg mot ett nytt liv men vet inte vart
fast i gamla takter precis samma fart
har förträngt allt det dåliga, jag minns bara bra
dina sidor, vårt sätt, symbios vi blev ett

min nyårsafton var verkligen den bästa jag har varit med om. helt klart

sen så välkommnar jag gäärna detta år, afterskii, studenresa, student, bal, sommar. det kommer verkligen bli året man kommer minnas föralltid. och det känns superbra att det har börjat nu

det började bäst. tack alla som var med och gjorde min nyårsafton till den bästa!



xoxo

juldagen hos tilda. hade det sjuukt kul!

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Just don't fall
Recklessly, headlessly in love with me

NEW

When we first met
I never felt something so strong

Love is something wonderful, so they say. And I've trusted them, until right now.

How come I haven't experienced what everyone's talking about? "It comes when it comes," my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile. "I didn't search for it, it came to me." She flashed another smile. Those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest. So, I'm just supposed to wait? I don't want to wait no more. I've been waiting and searching for almost 18 long years. I want to be able to feel, touch and taste the "love" that is supposed to be out there. Because love, that is what I've answered when people ask what I think life is all about. But now I don't know anymore. Because I can't keep hoping, waiting and praying for it to appear forever. Because then I will die without having to experience life, since the whole meaning with life is just that- love. It hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow I'm not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece.

Should I give up on love, or die trying?

I am healing
But it's taking so long

if i could write you a song,
and make you fall in love,
i would already have you up under my arm.

all i see is you and me
and the fight for you is all i've ever known

A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love

when i'm lost, you bring me back
when i cry, you make me glad
when i think i have it bad
i think of you

when i don't know where to go
and i feel like i'm alone
when i hang my head down low
i think of you

when i fall into a snare
and it's all too much to bear
when i think nobody cares
i think of you

when the going's getting tough
and i feel like giving up
when i think i've had enough
i think of you

you've always been and you'll always be
even to the end, i'll think of you

you are the way, the truth, and the life
and i'll follow you

when it's time to say goodbye
and a tear wells in my eye
i can hold my head up high
when i think of you

been down this sling so many times before
and i told myself i would do it no more

now i’m back on the same road again

forever, if it takes to

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay

I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

That person you want to hate but you can't
because despite all the pain you love them so much.

You give me the kind of feeling people write novels about. I mean that in the worst way possible. I mean the kind of novels that make you cry when you’re writing them and when you’re reading them.

I don’t know how we got here. I have no idea what tricks of fate and destiny lead us to be where we are now. What I do know is that this feeling is familiar and I hate that. This is an endless cycle of you constantly letting me down.

For so long I have waited, hoped, wished and based everything I’ve done on you and maximising my chances of seeing you or talking to you. But this is it. The end of the line. From now on I will not stare at the phone waiting for a message, a call, a voice of hope. From now on I will walk forward when I see you and I will move forward. I will not search for you in crowds or hope to get surprise visits at work. From now on, things will be for me, for my benefit and you won’t be a deciding factor.

You never told me how you really felt. There were snippets. Titbits. But the truth was never told. I haven’t heard the full story. And I don’t think you’ll ever tell me. At least, not until you’ve realised no other woman is going to even consider accepting you and your shady antics. And as much as I don’t want to, I can’t think about anything other than you. And I hate it.

You could never accept that there was definitely something strong between us. You hide behind your ego. But when the shadows faded and the real you emerged, another barrier rose. You’d tell me you didn’t want to get hurt again. Well, to be honest, you telling me that hurt me. For you to think that I would do anything like what she did to you proved to me that you didn’t know me. You don’t know me. And I don’t think you want to. Not until you realise that I’m it. But I’m not always going to be here.

So here’s what I want. I want you. I want to you to want me. I want you to want me first. I want there to be no one else. I want it to be me.

So here’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to stop dwelling. I’m going to stop watching the phone. I’m going to stop looking for you. I’m going to move on. I’m going to meet people. I’m going to live.

I’m going to forget all the nights I spent wishing you were here.

I’m going to forget the times that it was just us.

I’m going to forget the things that shouldn’t have happened.

I’m going to forget all the times I opened myself up to let you in, to only get hurt in return.

I’m going to forget how I felt about you.

Instead, I’m going to subconsciously wait. If you really want me, if you miss me, if you can’t breathe without me, you’ll know. You’ll ring. You’ll text. You’ll visit. And if you drift, if you don’t call, if there’s no texts, if there’s no visits. I’ll know. I’ll know it was never meant to be. And I will continue moving on. And I’m going to walk tall.

But in between everything I will forget, I won’t forget the lesson I’ve learnt. I won’t forget the feeling of loving someone. I won’t forget the feeling of thinking I’m loved. And I will certainly not forget the hell I was put through to learn all this, to become a better person.

i can't

i can't. i can't i can't i can't.
i can't do this anymore. its going to kill me. i just can't. i need to move on.
but.
i can't stop loving him. i can't and i need to because its the worst thing ever.
i can't because thinking of everything that happened literally makes me sick to my stomach.
i can't because he's the only one i ever think about.
he's the one i don't want to think about, but i cannot stop.
i can't because i spend my days fantasizing about him surprising me,
showing up on my doorstep, telling me he made a mistake.
i can't because i think about being in his arms every second.
the hairs of his beard brushing my cheek gently.
the feeling of his warmth beneath my fingers.
i can't because the way our fingers intertwined was perfect.
it felt warm and soft and right.
i can't because he understood me.
he just got me, right from the start.
and i don't find that often. not often at all.
i can't because we would be perfect together.
i know we would. and it's too hard for me to give up on that.
i can't because everything makes me think of him.
i can't because i've tried and it doesn't work. i want to stop so much.
its just not going to happen.
i can't because i imagined our insane, amazing, beautiful future and it's all i want.
i thought it was really going to happen and now the pain is eating me up.
i can't because i want him more than i've ever wanted anything in my life.

if holding hands is too descret
let's make out in the middle of the street

i spend time to try to get to know you
as life passing by i show you my heart

i put my trust in you

i spend trust despite of everything that i've lost

if this flowery just ain't enough for you

i get down on my knees to get you walk and run
and to please your need to be connected with me
in every way you can

isn't it obvious that i need you
isn't it obvious that I love you

JL

oh, it's still the greatest

If it's not forever, if it's just tonight
Oh, it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest

You, your sex is on fire